So like I made the volleyball team awhile ago and so far it has been good. The games have been very stressful because they don't correspond with my school schedule so it has been very annoying. Like for example, this Thursday I have a practice but like I have a doctor appointment on that day and I don't know if I can go to it. And next Thursday I have a game but I HAVE A FREAKING DENTIST APPOINTMENT! So like my schdule is stressing me out so much. I have to freaking think out a mental plan on how the next few weeks are going to work AND MY BRAIN HURTS! AND TODAY, I sucked so much because Jalen put me as left back instead of a sub as middle back. I like how I can play middle back just fine but when it comes to left back, I play like Lincoln, no offense, not really.. AND IM SO STRESSEDDDDDD AND IDK WHAT TO DO WITH VOLLLEYBALLLL!!!! I kinda wish that Jalen would have picked me as libero but I'm cool with Elvin....kinda. Idk whats with Middle Back but maybe it has to do with the fact that I have a clear point of view of everyone and I can receive thet ball like 1000% better. And so I can play better, it can also be that its because I studied middle back more than left back and so I have more confidence playing. I kinda wanna not play Volleyball anymore because of how much I suck as left back and the fact that Jalen puts me as left back instead of subbing me as in for middle back. Even if its for a little bit, I'm more happy to play for 5 minutes as middle back than the whole game as left back. TMR we have play against Golden Sierra and I'm told they are really good, so that stresses me out. I just hope that I can play as middle back at the game and not left back. Im so stressed right now, Volleyball is fun and all, but its so stressful. I wanted libero but oh wells. I'm running out of ideas to write about so imma leave it here until I write again.
So today was okay, we played against golden sierra and we lost. I felt that we could have won today but we kept on making stupid mistakes like touching the net and wiwut touching the ball at two seperate times. Some of us didn't pay attention to the ball and so when the ball came to them, they just watched it. Personally, I think I did pretty bad today because Jalen put me as left back again..... I passed ok and received decent but I lack communication and yeah. Anyway volleyball has me screwed up, my schedule is stressing me out so much you have no idea. I have to make up the geography notes AND I FAILED THE TEST IM GOING TO HAVE A F IN THAT CLASSSSSSSS.:(((((( I just kind of wish that I can control time so that I can go back in time and study for that test instead of failing it. I know that I can only like 5 right while the other 20 or so, I got wrong. TMR we have practice and I have a feeling that we will have divelines. I think we should have each person work on their own positions so that they specialize in it. Like a coach have 1 on 1 time with that individual so that they get better in that position and they can do better. Instead we work as a group and so we don't have individual experience. Anyway this thursday I have a appointment and IDK what to do, I'm so freaking stresses right now. With life, volleyball, school. etc. Sometimes I wish that life isn't so hard...but hey, what can you do.
Let's talk about Nathan and Lily since I have nothing else to do. Nathan and Lily should be dating, but like I'm pretty sure they're not. Nathan likes Lily, and Lily likes Nathan, SOOOO NATHAN ASK HER OUT ON A DATE OR SOMETHING. I'm not sure if they DO like each other but I'm like 99.9999999% sure. Anyway if you are seeing this Nathan...*whisper* ask lily out on a date somewhere she likes, like a boba place *whisper* Also I want to add a picture of you and lily but idk how to and I tried pretty much everything. Google drive didnt work because it isnt a JPG and so it doesnt show on here which sucks.
SOOOOOO, VB practice today was really fun. We received the ball from Jackie, Jalen, and Miriah. It was fun. I think I just made another fued with another coach. The first is Jalen and the second is Jackie. I copied his movements and he started laughing and then we was like imma fight you. Also, today Elvin and Luca has some kind of mechanism that helps them pass. I didn't try it on, maybe cause they didnt have enough or my form is fine, IDK. At the end of practice I started practicing jump serving and I made a few good ones. After like 15 or so, my body was so dead I couldnt do another good jump serve. I felt like if I had another hour or so, I could get the basics of jump serving down. I mean after 10 minutes, I already adapted to it and started experimenting with it. TMR is the appointment and it turns out I have a game even though SOMEONE TOLD ME THERE WASNT.....JALEN!!!!! AND now IM FREAKIKNG STRESSEDDD. IDK WHAT TO DO. UGHHHHH I WISH I HAVE SOMEONE THAT COULD LISTEN TO MY PROBLEMS AND NOT GET TIRED OF ME BUT OH WELlSS. Oh and if Jalen puts me as left back again....IMMA FIGHT HIM CAUSE I SUCK AT IT. Wish us luck at Mesa Verde tmr, I hope we win cause its about time we get a W.
So, today was pretty good. We beat Mesa Verde and it was a close call. 25-21,22-25,15-13. I played left back and I sucked at it because I didn't move my feet and so couldn't pass the ball. Because of my doctor appointment, it screwed up my school schedule and so I have to make up some stuff. Whats worse is that I have 3-4 tests tmr, possibily english, spaNish, math, and gepgraphy. I need to get an A in All of those because in all Those classes my grades are lAcking. Especially my geo class so I have to get an A on that so I have to study pretty welL. UGHHH, lIfe is so stressful. TMR is Volleyball pictures and two spanish extra credit optIons. At lunch you sing Los Quehaceres and then the movie COCO. I might go so who knows. I hope that a certain someone will go and possibily have a good night. I also have a parent guardian due monday and I have no idEa what to do for that. Sigh.... Why is life so difficult.
So currently right now I am really stressed because Volleyball is really stressing me out. I'm so confused on my position because Jalen always puts me as a different position. Like he put me as middle back, then left back, then right back, AND THEN MIDDLE FRONTTTTT..... FREAKING MIDDLE FRONT. And now I dont know what to do. I'm really stressed because like idk what position to prioritize and which to leave out and leave to to others.